yesterday i moved to shanghai.... china. (that's the reason for the lack of posts lately.... sooooorry. but moving your life to the other side of the world is raaaather time intensive,)
i wrote the following text one beautiful morning, a couple of weeks ago......
this morning i had that moment… that moment when you realize you found something and you have to let it go. and you have to find something new all over again(don't worry i am not getting all lovy-dovy on you….) i am talking about myself. i feel like i found myself… my new-york-self. i always knew i belonged here. (i hate saying that because it sounds so cliché but that's how it is….. shoot me.) of course, it took me my new-york-self some time to get born. to be comfortable in the city... with my friends..... and myself. i realized a couple of weeks ago that i am… comfortable. comfort is a luxury (sorry for being all poetic and shit… just writing down hat is poping up in my head. (a rare moment... that i can even hold to my thoughts long enough... to realize them and let them out. and i veeery rarely share them.) anyway, now i am leaving my comfort zone (i am know to push people outside of theeeeir comfort zone) i believe in it and now it is my turn.... to leave my new york and find myself some where else. i am looking forward to who i will become.
what ever time or comfort zone you are in..... have fun!
you will be hearing me talk read a lot about adventure…..
because i am about to head for one… very soon. i am excited and freaking ouuuut! i won't tell you quite yet what it is, but i will tell you that i am sure there will be lots of new exciting post coming from it.
eyes: once again i used all that glitters by mac as the base. with a medium eyeshadow brush i placed a silvery-purple (unfortunately it was a special edition) pigment by mac on the movable lids. and incase you think that i ooonly use name-brand make-up…… i'll prove you wrong. the eye liner i used is by a total drugstore-cosmetics line… p2. i really like their fantastic chrome kajaleyeliners though and this one is 060 black granite. i pulled it generous along both lash lines and then smudged it with my fingers, before coating my eye lashes with mascara. (was having a bad-lash-day……..)